Happy New Year!

Wow can you believe it's 2010! The years are just flying by so fast anymore. It feels like just yesterday kev and I were newly weds and had no kids, mortgage or responsibilities. Now look it us, we are full fledged adults. Kids, careers, mortgage, car payments. We just need a little credit card debt and we would be set. I keep thinking about that letter that I wrote my senior year of high school about what I would be doing in ten years. I have a different career, but everything else is pretty much the same from what I remember. so i guess I have done pretty good by my 18 year old standards. My goal for 2010 is to relax. I take everything way to seriously, especially with my kids. I want to be able to keep my cool better with my kids, to teach them the right way to resolve conflict and frustration, not just how to get angry. My hope and dream for this year is to find the right job for Kev. He is so unhappy at Qwest, and who would blame him. They treat him so badly. He's testing for police, but it just doesn't feel right. I pray that he is able to find the right place for him and our family. My other hope is that Kev comes to my way of thinking and agrees to try one more time for a girl. I am deeply desperate for one more child in a way that i am not fully able to express. kev is so done with kids and he feels equally passionate about being done. I hope we are able to find some common ground. Then there is the old favorite to start working out.....yuck.